bad moods

I hate bad moods. Especially when you do not know why you are really in a bad mood. And every little thing gets you frustrated or mad. I had one of those days today. Little things just seemed to get me frustrated. And that would get me more frustrated. Why do we let ourselves get that way? why do we let little things bother us so much?

I am reading the book Eat Pray Love and the author is in Rome. She talks about how the Italians are so laid back and don't let many things bother them. I wish America could be like that sometimes. We seem so self centered and focused on our own self we become too concerned about ourselves. By doing that, it seems, everything is a big deal. People don't like us? no worries! Family is bothering you? no worries!

I want to learn to live with no worries and not let the little things bother me. Just to take a deep breath and relax when the world around you is going crazy! But I do not have the money to go to Rome to figure that out. So I guess I will stay at home and go from there.

busy bee

I have been working so much the whole summer and haven't had a chance to write a lot. Which is kind of a bummer because I have come to realize I really like to write, journal, ect. It is fun. My thoughts always seem to be in tangle so I write to be able to understand them better haha. I guess that is a good thing. Writing for me can sometimes help me think through a problem.

Well it was my mom's birthday yesterday and we had a lot of fun. My brothers and sister and I (plus my mom) went to a flee market in the morning and surprisingly everyone acted nice. No fights and we all enjoyed ourselves.

I wich I had more to write but I am currently drawing a blank. I must run to the back though to deposit a pay check :) So I will have to say peace!