FINALS! ahhhhh I hate finals week. There are pros and cons I guess. Pros: it is the end of the semester and classes are finally over! Plus the holiday season is right around the corner :) and Christmas trees are everywhere! cons: the work. I mean how can professors expect you to cram everything you learned from the whole semester into one test and only have a week or so to do it all...AND have one for each class. I get the point but it is still tough. Walking around campus this weekend there was an ominous feeling. Like everyone was anxious but dead at the same time. I for one do not really want to go home for break. My school has turned into a home for me. With my friends and just having my schedule and everything here. It is always good to be here. I love my family, I do. But there is just something about being at school and growing up that makes me want to stay.
I also want to stay because next semester I am not coming back. I am studying away for a semester out in Colorado Springs, Colorado at Focus Leadership Institute! I am really excited to go out there and more excited about the experiences I will have and the friends I will make. BUT the down side is I do not get to see my friends for a really long time. I was thinking about it driving to church this morning and I almost cried (and I am not a crier) It is so sad. I know it will be a good experience but it will be different. I am ready to grow in my faith and leadership and just in myself. I am excited to see how much I change after a semester out there. So this week is going to be hard for me....as well as studying, I have to pack and say good bye to my best friends until I can see them again in April. *sigh*
...well back to studying!
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