"..and now I patiently wait"

Taking things day by day. That sounds so easy sometimes. Like just relax and not worry about the future because God is in control. Just take things day by day because then you can live in the moment and have more fun. Sometimes I feel like taking things day by day is harder than it sounds. I'm a senior in college. What comes next for me? I only have a year to figure my whole life out it seems. Sometimes I wish God could send me a memo on what I need to do or how things are suppose to pan out.

I'm not usually a person who worries a lot or a big planner. I'd rather take things as they come...kinda like day by day. So what makes it so difficult to take some things day by day and some not?? Is there such a thing as not caring enough? Like being too laid back on life?

I understand trusting God completely and knowing that His will is best for us and He knows what is best for us. But in some instances I wish He could tell us what that plan is. Is it wrong to just be too chill for everything in life? So chill that you don't do or worry about anything because you know God is going to "handle it" so to say. Does that even make sense?

Maybe I'm just rambling but I know some things will be hard to take day by day..but I'll be praying that I can do it with God's help. And hopefully that's possible. But then again...anything is possible with God.