We're the kids...we're the kids...we're the kids of the future

I got a text from my roommate this morning saying "Don't fear the future, God's already there." I am a college student and lets say I think of the future a lot. Like what kind of major do I want to take to get a good job? What kind of job do I want? Always about the future.....I feel like I am not old enough to be making these decisions that are being forced upon me.

Like for instance I play field hockey at the college I go to and I am currently deciding whether or not I want to play next year. I have played for 8 years and it has been my life for that long. I love the sport but feel God pulling me in other directions. But I am not sure if it is really him or my head.

You know from Mulan where, I think it is in Mulan II, where she is talking to these three princesses about their arranged marriages and they ask about what she would listen to her heart or her head. And she said she would listen to her heart. I wish I could do that. My heart and head seemed to be intertwined that I can not tell the difference.

There is a song by DHT called "Listen to your heart":

Listen to your heart

when he's calling for you

listen to your heart

there's nothing else you can do

I don't know where you're going

and I don't know why

but listen to your heart

before you tell him goodbye

I like the song and those lyrics are really nice. I know I need to start listening to my heart and to God. It will be hard I know because sometimes my heart can feel things that are wrong. But that is why I have God on my side.

This is still hard for me to figure out what I need to decide. But I know God's plans for me will come and they will not be late. (Habakkuk 2:3)

sorry I rambled I am a bit drained